Giving thanks

(Members of the Spring '06 Chips Quinn Scholars class present John Quinn with a signed poster, thanking him for the opportunity. "Thanks for the wisdom," wrote Benny Polacca. "I've never thought I could feel so close to someone who's not in my family," wrote David Lipscomb. "I'll be forever grateful," wrote Ana Ramirez. Photo by Michelle Hedenskoog.)


One of the most helpful panel discussions was "talking to your editors/peers." It was interesting that experienced reporters were willing to share their most intimate moments on the job. I'm thankful that this Chips Quinn experience has led me to people who have become my extended family and thankful to learn the skills necessary to succeed in my career.

-- Kimberlina Rocha, California State University-Fresno, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Feeling blessed

I can't believe four days passed so quickly. Time flies when you're having fun. I feel blessed to be part of such a distinguished program and to meet so many great people. I hope to stay in touch with everyone.

-- Jeremiah Armenta, Arizona State University, The Arizona Republic

Postured for success

(Program coordinator) Michelle Hedenskoog to me: You look like a model. Me, wondering: Was it the argyle sweater? Michelle: Were you in the military? Me, reflecting: Apparently I walk like I was. I was in JROTC in high school, and somehow the posture prescribed by the military found its way into my professional programming. Apparently it's noticeable. The way I was walking reminded Michelle of her husband, who is in the military. My father also has noticed and made a less-precise comment about it at the dress rehearsal for my brother's wedding a month ago. He told me, "You need to loosen up." What's amazing to me and excites me in a way is how a good habit that I had spent my more rebellious high school years trying to resist has stuck with me. I'm excited because if a good habit I wasn't trying to pick up stuck with me, then the great habits from Chips Quinn training should be impossible to forget. Maybe someday I'll be in a newsroom somewhere and someone will say, "You look like a Chipster ..."

-- David Lipscomb, University of Maryland, Press & Sun-Bulletin, Binghamton, N.Y.

Every moment counts

(Sunday's panel (from left): Chris Weston, managing editor, The Greenville (S.C.) News; Michelle Tan, reporter, Army Times; Derrick Henry, senior online producer, The New York Times; Carla Savalli, senior editor, The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash.; and Mauro Diaz, sports editor, Al Dia, Dallas. Photo by Jeremiah Armenta.)


I wish I could have a videotape of the last session we attended, so I could watch it every day after work. We had a Q&A with a panel of journalists from Chris Weston (managing editor of The Greenville (S.C.) News) to Mauro Diaz (1997 alum and sports editor of Al Dia in Dallas) and others with experience from The New York Times to the Army Times. The best part of it was listening to everyone reflect upon their past and share how it has gotten them to where they are now. It makes you realize that we have a lot to look forward to ourselves -- a lot of accomplishments and a lot of royal screw-ups -- and I'm happy that I've found something to put my skills toward. Chris Weston said something that to me rang especially true: In every job he held before journalism, he stared at the clock to wish it would move faster. In this line of work, he looks at the clock and hopes it will slow down. How lucky we are to be in a profession in which we try to make the most of every single moment.

-- Susanica Tam, University of Southern California, The Santa Fe New Mexican

Stay in touch

This is for my new friends, new alums, or Chipsters. The past few days have been amazing. I may not have found out yet what I have in common with each of you, but we have the start of something beautiful. I had so much fun hanging out last night and getting to know each of you better, even if a few beers had to be involved! We have a bond now that will connect us for life. We have seen it in the speakers and fellow Chipsters. We have heard about it. Now we must live it. Please stay in contact with me, as I will always be ready with an open heart and open ears. Good luck!

-- Isadora Vail-Castro, Texas State University-San Marcos, San Antonio Express-News

Getting to know one another

At the beginning or orientation, (program director) Karen Catone challenged us to speak to everyone in the program to determine at least one thing each of us had in common with everyone else. She consistently asked us over the weekend if we were working on our "homework." The Chipsters, myself included, responded to her with an awkward silence and blank stares. Before our last session this morning, Karen stood before the podium and asked for a volunteer to step up and enlighten the rest of the group with his or her newfound knowledge. She noted that from what she gathered, the Scholars of Spring 2006 had not been very diligent at this task. We Chipsters squirmed in our chairs for a few moments until Rick Coca stood up to respond to Karen's challenge. Rick hinted at the activities of the Chipsters the night before and offered the only information that everyone at that moment had agreed to let escape room 714 -- information I cannot reveal here because Karen told us the information couldn't leave the Freedom Forum dining room. I suspected that Karen was disappointed in us. The smallest class of Chipsters in years had no excuse to not get close enough to know one another. But the thing is we did, and we did it quite well. During our last night in Virginia, we revealed to each other some of our deepest, darkest secrets -- some revealing, some hilarious and some downright disturbing. In doing so we found that many of us had things in common. At the end, we circled and Vanessa Casavant said she believed we had been gathered together this weekend not only because we were chosen, but because it was our destiny to know one another and to spread our talents across the country. We had a good, boisterous time our last night in the Residence Inn in Room 714, which we discovered today was right next to poor Karen's room. She can't ever seem to get a break.

-- Andrew Tran, University of Texas, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun

Best advice

Getting into the internship, being immersed in a new culture and using the knowledge shared by the editors at today’s panel will be the best for me. I look over the things I jotted down: Be professional. You never know unless you ask. Love your craft and your art. Don’t talk on the cell phone and drive. Exercise the other side of your brain. Help others succeed. My advice to add: The cheering squad has to come from within.

-- Natalie Schrik, San Francisco State University, The Greenville (S.C.) News

Telling good stories

Listening to Derrick Henry (Summer 1997 alum at right) tell stories about his crazy reporting experiences --including getting punched in the face for taking a photo of someone and a colleague who was having a heart attack urging Derrick to call an ambulance and then call in a story -- was entertaining. At first I was thinking, "Man, this guy is just a magnet for funny stories." But as I thought more about it, I realized that almost every reporter has good stories like that. Derrick just knows how to tell them well. That's really what journalism is. There are good stories everywhere, and we just have to learn how to convey them through words, photos and graphics. These four days should be added to our mental journals of good stories that contributed to our careers. It's been fun, and it's been an honor to be surrounded by such history and hope for the future. Mahalo!

-- Adam Kealoha Causey, Louisiana State University, St. Louis Post-Disptach

At ease with what's ahead

The Washington skyline is camouflaged against an icing of clouds today. I won't be surprised if my trip home via Delta Airlines this afternoon is turbulent, because unsteady ground is inevitable in all personal journeys. The same will be said for my career as a journalist. I still have many unplanned tomorrows as a writer, but I am at ease because of the sound advice and recollections shared throughout orientation from both my fellow Scholars and seasoned journalists. I hope that the others are, too, and that we can share our own turbulence-laced journeys in the future.

-- Benny Polacca, Arizona State University, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

What makes you happy

I listened carefully to the panel of speakers today to see what I was getting into. I figured that if I stay in this industry, I might end up like them. The thing that stuck out most was the statement by Chris Weston, managing editor of The Greenville (S.C.) News. "You've got to find out what it is that makes you happy," said Weston, referring to job comfort in the journalism industry. Before journalism, I worked in the engineering tech world. I cannot imagine a panel of senior engineers ever making such a statement. Listening to such a simple yet inspiring statement put me at ease. I am glad to embark on my journey toward this field. In addition, I asked a lot of questions about the dangers of reporting today, while most of my colleagues were interested in the fears of being a bad intern, which I also share. The media is widely reporting this morning that ABC news co-anchor Bob Woodruff and his cameraman were seriously injured in Iraq. This might be a path I take in the future because of my linguistic and cultural capabilities. These are things I must consider, especially because I have a lovely wife and children who share my heart. On a lighter note, I felt anxious when everyone started talking about first-day intern fears. But my sweaty palms dried up when Mauro Diaz, sports editor of Al Dia (1997 alum), said: "That's the beauty of newspapers. Every day is a new day to redeem yourself," referring to the many mistakes we will go through.

Well, Chips Quinn, thanks for the opportunity. Until the next blog entry – salute!

-- Aman Mehrzai, Ohlone College, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune

Eyes on the road

Driving, driving, driving. When Chris Weston, managing editor of The Greenville (S.C.) News, said that driving is the most dangerous thing we’ll do everyday, I realized how right he was. I hadn’t driven for almost seven years when I moved from New York to Seattle for my internship last Summer. I was extra cautious when I first moved, but now I’ve gotten a bit too comfortable. I’ve had a few close calls on the road recently. Coming back from assignments, I was thinking about the story and not paying attention to the road. It also doesn’t help that I live in an amazingly beautiful place and sometimes get distracted by the mountains and ocean. Having Weston remind me about being safe on the road is something that I will take with me when I get back to Port Angeles.

-- Vanessa Renee Casavant, City University of New York-Hunter College, Peninsula Daily News, Port Angeles, Wash.

Ability to make a difference

Today is the last day of CQ. I’m so thankful to have met such wonderful, talented and driven people. The relationships that I have formed in the past four days hopefully will continue through the rest of my life. All of us came here from different backgrounds and for different reasons. But we all are leaving with one thing in common: We leave knowing that we have the ability to make a difference in the world through meaningful journalism. Tomorrow I’m leaving San Jose for Phoenix and leaving the life that I have led for 21 years. This internship is the beginning of new life lessons. Everything that I have learned from my parents and from CQ will be put to the test. I’m anxious and grateful and scared to death. But I know that if I ever get into trouble I have a new family that will help me along the way. Thank you, CQ.

-- Yvonne A. Pingue, San Jose State University, The Arizona Republic

CQ orientation: Priceless

The entire orientation has been a major benefit, and this is just the beginning. I feel quite sure that I can make that journey. I take away with me the kind of information that you wish you had known earlier in your life and that you just want to share with everyone. Being here with all these marvelous professionals and fantastic fellow Chipsters is such a privilege. The knowledge I have gained is priceless. Being a Chips Quinn Scholar is a highly sought treasure. And to think: I get to keep this experience with me for the rest of my life journey! It makes my heart happy.

-- Ana A. Ramirez, St. Mary’s University, San Angelo (Texas) Standard-Times

Laughing and learning

(Alum) Derrick Henry personified everything we could hope to be. The stories of his just disastrous internships were hilarious. Yet as we laughed and listened to his account of heels falling off of shoes and not knowing what to do when a veteran journalist has a heart attack or a criminal begins shooting in front of you (take out a note pad or duck?), we recognized our own fears. His ability to listen and, more importantly, to learn from his mistakes has allowed him to rise to a job with one of the most respected journalism organizations in the world – The New York Times. I hope we find the Derrick Henry in all of us.

Last thought: Thank you, each and every one of you for your love support and friendship. Paz (peace).

-- Rick Coca, California State University-Northridge, Daily News, Los Angeles

Better to ask than not

What I most look forward to is losing myself in my internship and becoming so involved in the work that I forget I’m uncomfortable asking for help. We heard that there’s no such thing as a stupid question, but I’m not convinced some of the things I want to ask aren’t too basic. Do you print out every article you use in your research? What does a managing editor do? How do you find an expert to give a story credibility? How much time do you spend writing an article? From today’s session, I’ve become convinced that it’s better to ask a stupid question than not to know.

-- Gina Ferrer, University of California-Santa Cruz, The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash.

I'll be OK

I took my last snapshots of Washington, D.C., from the roof of the Freedom Forum today, feeling a tiny bit of sadness in leaving a place I’ve come to love. Sure, all my postcards complain about the cold, but the city and friends I’ve made will stick with me. The workshops and seminars have whupped me upside the head with the practical knowledge I’ll need in my new internship. From learning how not to alienate a source and the best organizational practices, to singing “We’re Not Gonna Take It” by Twisted Sister to relieve stress, I just I just might do OK.

-- Giselle Velazquez, San Francisco State University, Ventura County (Calif.) Star

Adding to the family tree

I don’t think I’ve ever been so overwhelmed with inspiration and motivation. Everyone is so helpful and sincere that I don’t know what to do with all the kindness. Every time I think I know whom I want to write about, something reminds me of a previous session or a comment my writing coach made or a joke I shared with a fellow Chipster. Still, I find John Quinn (at left) standing out just a bit more than others. After I introduced myself at dinner on the first night, he asked what books I would be stealing from my father’s collection before I left for my internship. I was taken slightly off guard because I had forgotten that I’d written that in my profile. I didn’t expect to be asked about it. I also was touched that he would know such a seemingly insignificant detail and want to know more. I’m touched by him several times a day. I’m sure to be greeted by name and with a handshake or pat on the back. Other times, he chips off another block of knowledge about me as if questioning a nephew or close friend of his family. If someone joins our conversation, he shares what he knows about me as if to show me off. There’s a sincerity in these practices that I can say I’ve only seen when my family members introduce me to their friends and colleagues. So of course I feel like family, and isn’t that the point of being here? Who would have known I could add another branch to the family tree in three days?

-- David Lipscomb, University of Maryland, Press & Sun-Bulletin, Binghamton, N.Y.

Ready to come back

(Six alums spoke on Friday and Saturday: (front row from left) Sue Stock, retail reporter, The News & Observer, Raleigh, N.C.; Lina Hashem, former copy editor, The News Journal, Wilmington, Del.; Rhina Guidos, assistant city editor, The News Journal; (back row) Willie Allen, photographer, St. Petersburg Times; Kristen Go, assistant city editor, The Arizona Republic; Sholnn Freeman, business reporter, The Washington Post. Photo by Michelle Hedenskoog.)


I’m already wondering what I’m going to say when I come back to Chips Quinn orientation three, four or six years from now. I don’t know if I’ll be able to top the speeches of Reggie Stuart from Knight Ridder or Bob Dubill from USA TODAY. Aside from the accent coaching to the off-key warbling of “We’re not going to take it,” I might have to resort to a choreographed dance routine if I want to come close to their level of entertainment. Speakers such as these two news veterans give me hope that I will be able to survive the daily churn of the newsroom with my ideals and sense of humor intact. Even as my career just begins, I’m already looking forward to revisiting the Freedom Forum. I owe this group so much for the opportunity, and I will do everything to further their cause (now my cause) to be a great journalist and to promote diversity in the newsroom.

-- Andrew Tran, University of Texas, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun

It's a CQ thing

Friday night all the photographers got together and went out shooting. It was one of the coldest nights in my memory but really calm just walking around doing our thing. I feel very relaxed around the group. Block after block of walking silently in the dark cold with our cameras was the most reassuring time I’ve spent in a long while. Yesterday, Amelia Quinn Cellar gave a heart-warming introduction of her grandfather, John Quinn. I could feel the warmth and respect growing in the room. It’s a Chips Quinn thing. If you’ve been here, you understand.

-- Susanica Tam, University of Southern California, The Santa Fe New Mexican

We light the fire

(Teams use their knowledge of current events to battle each other in News Mania, a news trivia game. Photo by Jeremiah Armenta.)

There is a fire that kindles inside every one of us. I think that is what drove us here. Perhaps the decision-makers who chose us looked specifically for that quality. When we’re together listening to speakers, these lit candles set a glow in the room. Our coach, Mary Ann Hogan, helped us believe that the fire in our chests isn’t just a figment of our imagination but something real that can light the hearts of others. Chips must have had a fire fit to fill a light house. The efforts by all who are helping us get into journalism tell me that Chips must have been a man truly loved by those he touched. Wrapping up this weekend makes me sad; my new friends might not see me for a while. But the end of orientation also brings joy. I am about to embark on a journey into the horizon with my starboard sails up.

The most gratifying thing I will take home is the shirt that I won for my blue team in News Mania. Members of the red team continue to yammer of their defeat, insisting that there was a conspiracy. Deep down, they know that we were just smarter.

-- Aman Mehrzai, Ohlone College, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune

He's my hero

One of my heroes came to the opening reception in a dark suit and wrinkled tie. He walked into the room with authority and slipped into a handshake with some of the most influential people that night. With most heroes, I'd wait my turn hours in line to talk with them. But with this one, I got an affectionate smack on the shoulder. Heroes are special people. Willie Allen (2002 Scholar and photographer at the St. Petersburg Times) is smart. He admittedly makes mistakes; we can’t escape those. What makes Willie a hero in my life is that he chooses to surround himself with good people, and that allows him to be a happy, giving person. When he graduated from San Francisco State University in 2002, he gave me his school locker. When I'm feeling a little low, he always has the heart to help me out with a few high fives and some perspective. I appreciate Chips Quinn's foresight to see Willie as a talented, caring individual. I hope my fellow Chipsters find good heroes.

-- Natalie Schrik, San Francisco State University, The Greenville (S.C.) News

Importance of our freedoms

Kismet. It means fate and fortune and is the only word that I can think of to describe the Chips Quinn Scholars program. Being selected as a Scholar came at the best time it could for me. The transition from being an intern to full-time reporter has been difficult, to say the least. I had started losing my "spark," the intangible quality that Reggie Stuart, corporate recruiting consultant for Knight Ridder, said sets a great journalist apart from a good journalist. At lunch today, John Quinn reminded us that this program was a dream that came out of the tragic death of his son Chips. I feel a strong connection to this, as my career in journalism was a dream that came out of surviving the tragedy of Sept. 11, 2001. If it weren't for my supervisor at the insurance company where I worked, I would not be alive today. I have asked myself many times since then why my life was spared and thousands of others weren't. I don't know if I'll ever be able to answer that question, but being a part of this program has reminded me about the importance of our freedoms (particularly those in the First Amendment), and the media's responsibility in ensuring them.

-- Vanessa Renee Casavant, City University of New York-Hunter College, Peninsula Daily News, Port Angeles, Wash.

Do we have to leave?

Our Chips Quinn orientation's end is near. The more time I spend with my fellow Scholars and CQ speakers, the more I don't want to leave. It has been a pleasure listening to many seasoned journalists share their wisdom with us as we prepare to enter newsrooms across the United States. It also has been refreshing to meet 15 other journalism peers and share our stories, lives, perspectives and especially humor with each other. Maybe we should just stay here and start our own newsroom! But we are needed elsewhere, as the speakers and workers advocating Chips Quinn's interest in newsroom diversity have said.

-- Benny Polacca, Arizona State University, The Bulletin, Bend

Two days and counting

It seems like the days are passing too fast. Tomorrow is Sunday, and we are heading home. I am happy because I will see my son and beautiful wife, but I will be leaving all my new friends behind for the time being. I hope to stay in contact with everyone. It has been an exciting experience to hang out with such a unique bunch and to learn so much. On Monday morning -- only two days away -- I will be at work at 9 a.m. sharp. I can’t wait. I wonder what I will do. I am sure everyone else feels the same. All I can do is take the things that I have learned this weekend and put them to good use.

-- Jeremiah Armenta, Arizona State University, The Arizona Republic

Expect the unexpected

The most important thing I learned this weekend is always expect the unexpected. I never thought that I would leave D.C. with a new family. It has been only two days and I feel like I have known some Chipsters for years. I couldn't choose just one person to write about today because I am so impressed with everyone, and that is a great feeling. (Coach) Mary Ann Hogan reminds me of my aunt who always is animated, affectionate and loving. I am thrilled to have her as a writing coach, and I already know she will be a lifelong friend. (Program Director) Karen Catone reminds me of my sister; I still have a lot to learn from her. She is organized, punctual, kind and compassionate. Even over the phone I felt comfortable talking to Karen. On Thursday night, John Quinn was walking around the room and introducing himself. He had a piece of paper on which he had written notes about each and every one of us. I felt touched that he would take the time to find an interesting aspect about us and tell us about it. He has a presence about him that just makes you want to hug him.

-- Isadora Vail-Castro, Texas State University-San Marcos, San Antonio Express-News

Getting organized

I thought (alum) Sue Stock (at left) gave great advice today about office and note organization. I’m bad about keeping pile after pile of papers. The stacks keep related information together, but they’re not separated well from other information. I’m going to follow her example of keeping papers in folders so that I can access old notes or stats more efficiently. It will keep me from having to dig through stuff I don’t need at that time. I’m already keeping an electronic list of contacts, but I’m now listing these sources’ areas of interest, too. My roommate gave me the idea so that I can utilize the search function in Microsoft Word. This will help me make more efficient use of my time, too.

-- Adam Kealoha Causey, Louisiana State University, St. Louis Post-Dispatch

Two valuable resources

(Lina Hashem, left, worked with copy-editing Scholars Giselle Velazquez, center, and Ana Ramirez. Hashem was a Summer 1999 Scholar. Photo by Michelle Hedenskoog.)


Yesterday I learned so much from my Coach Dick Thien. He had a myriad of tips, advice and stories about a career in copy editing. The session was just so information-packed that I was surprised when I learned so much additional information from Lina Hashem, an alum, who went into copy editing. It was nice to hear from someone who had been in my shoes just a few years ago. With what she shared about her experiences, I feel a bit more confident going into my internship.

-- Ana A. Rameriz, St. Mary’s University, San Angelo (Texas) Standard-Times

Moments to carry away

The journey is as important as the destination. That little chestnut is often dusted off for greeting cards and the like, but it’s true. As I near the end of Chips Quinn orientation, I have mixed feelings. I’m proud to have completed the seminars and crammed myself with the tools of the trade. I’m also thinking of the little moments -- getting mildly lost on the streets of Georgetown (“Chipsters! Over here!”) or losing the feeling in my frosty fingers during nighttime walks -- that I will carry with me as I leave D.C.

-- Giselle Velazquez, San Francisco State University, Ventura County (Calif.) Star

Substance over form

The most valuable thing I’ve learned at orientation was from writing Coach Dick Thien. He told me never to separate good writing from good writing. In one of our breakout sessions, we wrote down goals for our internships. One of mine was having the ability to write hard news, rather than the feature writing that I usually do. Thien told me that good writing will never change, no matter what kind of story I cover – whether it’s a weather story or a story on a city council meeting.

-- Kimberlina Rocha, California State University-Fresno, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Gaining confidence

The last three days have given me confidence in my future in journalism. I have to admit that in Fall ’04 I was considering changing my major from photojournalism. I didn’t seem to be making the stories and photographs that I was passionate about, and it began to depress me. So I took a semester off from school and newsroom, took some art classes and went back to my roots in the darkroom. In Fall ’05, I decided to become production editor at The Spartan Daily. I found another style of journalism and began to fall in love with it. Being at Chips Quinn has given me the confidence that I will need to do design, even though I’ve been doing it for less than a year. This program also has changed my way of looking at life and the choices that I will make.

-- Yvonne A. Pingue, San Jose State University, The Arizona Republic

Inspiring trio

(Bob Dubill, retired executive editor of USA TODAY, shared a story about Chips Quinn, editor of the Poughkeepsie (N.Y.) Journal, during lunch. In the background is a photo of Loie Quinn, Chips' mother. Photo by Jeremiah Armenta.)


I am a man who cries. So today as Mr. Quinn’s granddaughter spoke and then as Mr. Quinn spoke and Bob Dubill spoke, sang and danced, I held in buckets of tears. Hearing the collective stories of this family, connected by blood and journalism, was touching and awe inspiring. I am struck by the dedication, commitment and fervor that the staff and Chipster alums have put into this experience. It occurred to me that the most important person I met this weekend is a holy trinity of sort – John Quinn, Loie Quinn and Chips Quinn. Thank you, all.

-- Rick Coca, California State University-Northridge, Daily News, Los Angeles

A practical day

Today was much more practical training – interviewing techniques, pitching stories, finding a job. I was able to talk to a few Chips Quinn alums about their internships, jobs and journalism association experiences. I got some good advice from alum Sue Stock on how to bring diversity into the newsroom when race isn’t the most important issue in our lives. It was a conversation I’ve been meaning to have since I got here.

-- Gina Ferrer, University of California-Santa Cruz, The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash.

Liberty lies in the heart

“Liberty lies in the hearts of the individuals,” ended (First Amendment senior scholar) Charles Haynes at Friday's lunch, quoting his favorite judge, Learned Hand. The temptation to isolate ourselves from our teammates has become a grave concern. Even blogs, as personal as our experiences shared with the warmth of the computer screen, seem dim in comparison to the warmth of the human heart. Last night, Chipsters met in Georgetown for some camaraderie. Susanica Tam delivered a basket of bread to Rick Coca, breaking the night into one of inside jokes. The other day, Susanica took the last roll at their table, one that Rick was eyeing. Maybe it was just a good inside joke, but it came off as sweet and sincere. I'll say it now while I have license to be idealistic: To practice inherently generous acts will be crucial to a journalist's survival.

-- Natalie Schrik, San Francisco State University, The Greenville (S.C.) News

Safe to be afraid

Just when I thought it was safe to be afraid … it was. Friday afternoon’s session with (CQ Coaches) Mary Ann Hogan and Dick Thien and the Chipsters was much needed medicine to my soul. My fears of being forced into a hermitic lifestyle dropped severely. The session was an hour-long moment of clarity and comfort that I won’t ever forget. It was therapeutic to express my fears as part of an important discussion rather than babble about them to start conversations. Before I got here, several friends told me that I would do fine, partly because they’re my friends and partly because they know I will. My roommate, Adam Causey, told me that I’d be fine. My newsroom buddy wrote me an e-mail and told me the same thing. I guess I believed them, but where was my proof? It was in Hogan and Thien, who like Willie Allen, know what I’m going through, what I’m about to go through and how to articulate my feelings better than I. And knowing is half the battle. I wish I could pack them with me, but I guess their contact info will do.

-- David Lipscomb, University of Maryland, Press & Sun-Bulletin, Binghamton, N.Y.

(David Lipscomb is shown as the day begins at orientation. Photo by Susanica Tam.)

Identity crisis

I still find it strange to consider myself a designer rather than a photographer. My internship description is design, but now that I look at the three photographers shooting with their cameras, I want to be doing the same. The only designer here, I find it difficult to find someone to relate to and share my ideas with. I miss telling a story through my own eyes rather than making a fellow photographer’s story look good. I look forward to design and can’t wait to put my creativity to work, but I miss being behind the camera.

-- Yvonne Pingue, San Jose State University, The Arizona Republic

Huddling for a photo

The Chips Quinn Class of Spring 2006 took a group picture yesterday on rooftop of the Freedom Forum. The photographer wanted to center the 16 of us around a bench by the balcony. He suggested some of us stand on the bench, but only a couple female members of the group did -- the rest stood scattered, looking at each other. (It reminded me of Thursday night in Georgetown when it took too long for the group to decide which bar to visit or whether or not to cross the street.) Perhaps people were afraid that the bench was too close to the edge -- a gust of wind or a clumsy Chipster could result in 25-floor freefall. So Benny Polacca and I climbed up on the bench -- which was very secure -- to fill in the gaps. The photographer quickly told us to get back down and let some of the more vertically challenged females in our group climb up. It was getting pretty chilly and everyone was anxious to get back inside. “This will probably be the last time all of you will ever be this close to each other,” the photographer said, followed by “awws” and chuckles from the shivering Chipsters. He probably was wrong. He hadn't heard about the salsa dancing.

-- Andrew Tran, University of Texas, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun

Feeling more confident

Yesterday was packed full of good info. I feel privileged to be in the presence of journalism veterans and to be able to come out of this program with knowledge I can put to use in the real world. I feel special to be part of a tight-knit group. It makes me feel more confident and ready to go out and hit the streets. Speaking with (St. Petersburg Times photographer) Willie Allen and going over his work and the work of other photogs assured me that things will go well in my internship. I just need to keep a clear head and stay on track. I can’t wait to see what’s in store for us today and to tour Washington.

-- Jeremiah Armenta, Arizona State University, The Arizona Republic

Images of Washington

We were in the Rooftop Conference Center overlooking the Potomac River yesterday. Never in a million years did I imagine myself attending a journalism seminar with people from across the country, looking out at the Capitol and Washington Monument. The day was long, but the speakers were knowledgeable and brilliant. In the morning, photographers got a little session all to themselves. That was nice, because I was able to address my expectations and questions one-on-one with Willie Allen, a St. Petersburg Times photographer who was an intern just a few years ago. It was doubly nice to see the work of the other photographers, and I felt comforted because usually photogs can be quirky, lonely kind of people. Yet, we genuinely enjoyed each other's company and had time to delve into our images.

-- Susanica Tam, University of Southern California, The Santa Fe New Mexican

History influences the future

(Benny Polacca during a nighttime visit to the Washington Monument. Photographer Willie Allen took Scholars to the Mall on an assignment. Photo by Willie Allen, 2002 alum.)


Yesterday Charles Haynes (senior scholar, First Amendment Center) spoke to the Chips Quinn Scholars about their roles in journalism. He said we 16 participants are the 21st Century journalists. Talk about responsibility. He recalled hate crimes and perspectives that have not been inclusive or respectful of people of color. I wasn't surprised at Haynes' tone or speech, but rather, I was glad that he is one more voice concerned about people of color. As a Native American, I hold the stories, historical facts and voices of history close to me because the country's westward expansion significantly altered Native people's culture, religions, ancient homelands and languages. Native people's lives dramatically changed for generations, leaving questions about who are Native Americans. These are especially crucial as many Americans continue to relocate to the West from states where Native people were removed long ago. I will take historical recollections forward with me, and I hope to shed light on the Native American community. I hope other upcoming journalists will follow me.

-- Benny Polacca, Arizona State University, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Acknowledging racism

I was astonished to find out yesterday that 53 percent of people who took the Freedom Forum's 2005 First Amendment poll don't believe people should be able to publicly say things that offend racial groups. While I believe racial intolerance is an unhealthy characteristic of any society, I think ignoring the fact that it exists is even more harmful. A problem can't be addressed if we fail to acknowledge it. “In a nutshell, I understand that in trying to address ills of society we cannot be passive, or arrogant in our efforts. Clearly, if we are, we only serve to make our challenge harder, then isolated, then non-existent,” Muslim comedian Preacher Moss says on his Web site. I recently interviewed Moss about his "End of Racism" comedy and lecture tour for the Peninsula Daily News in Port Angeles, Wash. Both in a poignant and sometimes politically incorrect way, Moss talks about the need to accept that racism exists before being able to change.

-- Vanessa Renee Casavant, City University of New York-Hunter College, Peninsula Daily News, Port Angeles, Wash.

Hope in the First Amendment

Deeply rooted emotions ran through me when I listened to (First Amendment Senior Scholar) Charles Haynes passionately talk about the true meaning of being an American. I felt I was listening to a true believer preaching America’s only way to salvation in an ever-more diverse population. He explained that the only safeguard to protect minorities and the majority alike is the First Amendment. The way he said it resonated with me. After the Sept. 11 attacks, I struggled with many emotions being a Muslim minority. I saw hate directed toward people with whom I share a faith. On some occasions, I felt the heat myself. A lot of it was because of bad media coverage about Muslims. We were portrayed as a monolithic, strange people secretly living next to Tom, Dick and Harry (and family). For a while, I thought of moving to a new land, with hopes to find freedom. But getting into journalism was my solution, perhaps to change the problems I perceived. The thought of leaving, however, still resonated with me. But listening to Dr. Haynes made me think twice for the first time since Sept. 11. Perhaps there is hope. For now, I will try my best to be a good Muslim, a good American, and a good journalist. I will see what fate has in hand.

-- Aman Mehrzai, Ohlone College, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune

Check and evaluate the facts

(John Seigenthaler, founder of the First Amendment Center, helped Scholars take a fresh look at the First Amendment in a Friday session. Photo by Jeremiah Armenta.)

Wikipedia taught me everything I know about photonics, short-selling stock and the evolution of the Megalodon, my favorite prehistoric monster shark. I visit daily, and it’s been invaluable when I’ve needed to quickly brief myself on a subject. Heck, I even donated $20 of my hard-earned milk money to its latest fundraiser. At the same time, I silently scream whenever I’m fact-checking an article and the writer informs me that he sourced his facts from Wikipedia. It’s not a source! It’s not authoritative. It’s constantly in flux. Today at lunch, I struggled to place the gentleman seated across the table. John Seigenthaler, where have I heard that name? Seigenthaler, a respected journalist, had been the subject of an inaccurate Wikipedia entry. The work of a Wikipedia user, the information was taken by the overly gullible as fact before the inaccurate information was discovered and removed. Wikipedia may be fun. It may be useful, but it is only a launch pad. Any fact, figure or photo must be carefully source and evaluated.

-- Giselle Velazquez, San Francisco State University, Ventura County (Calif.) Star

Feeding our passion

Today we discussed our fears going into the newsroom. There were all sorts of fears we came up with, and I shared every one of them. I think Adam Causey said he is afraid of sucking. And while that fear is shared, I don’t think we’d be here if we sucked. I believe we are in D.C. for a reason, and that is to feed the fire of passion we have for journalism. I already have so much to take back to the newsroom. I feel less nervous and fearful. Catalina Camia (of USA TODAY) and Laura Rehrmann (of Gannett News Service) were so helpful and genuinely nice. They were concerned about our problems. They cared about our questions. And John Seigenthaler (founder, First Amendment Center) taught me that I am no where close to understanding the First Amendment. After his pop quiz, I know a lot more! John said something that stuck in my head. He said, “In times of war, we do strange things. And the end result is fear.” I can’t help but think of soldiers overseas who are fighting while we are dining. But I am reminded that while there are plenty of things to be scared of, there is so much more worth fighting for.

-- Isadora Vail-Castro, Texas State University-San Marcos, San Antonio Express-News

Motivated to do great things

Even though we are only halfway through orientation, I’ve learned one of the most important things I will learn this weekend. I learned that we probably will always have feelings that we’re not good enough. But as long as that feeling motivates us to do great things instead of breaks us, then it’s a good fear to have. The moment we feel that we are good enough is the moment we stop trying to do great things. By that, we set limitations on our achievement and success. So we must maintain in our minds that we can and will do better. That thinking sets the stepping stone in our careers.

-- Ana A. Ramirez, St. Mary’s University, San Angelo (Texas) Standard-Times

Thinking context and impact

Catalina Camia (of USA TODAY) and Laura Rehrmann (of Gannett News Service) gave a fast-paced and fun analysis of four elements every story should have near the top of the story -- news, impact, human dimension and context. I think news and human dimension come naturally since we write about things that involve people. Impact and context take a little more work but can make a huge difference when combined with the previous two. This means that we have to be better reporters. It seems we journalists get so used to talking about the news that we just assume readers will figure out why it’s important. They won’t, though, so figuring out and reporting context and impact will show that we reporters are smarter than we may seem. We’ll show why news makes a difference in readers’ lives.

-- Adam Kealoha Causey, Louisiana State University, St. Louis Post-Dispatch

From fear to confidence

I’m a backwards learner. I learn so much more from reading problematic writing, picking out the mistakes and learning what to avoid. It helps me to chip away at all the bad habits I have, hopefully revealing my better qualities. Our conversation about the fears we have about our internships was the most valuable part of my day. I identified with every single fear the interns shared. (I’ve found something in common with everyone!) For me, sharing insecurities is the best way to build confidence.

-- Gina Ferrer, University of California-Santa Cruz, The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash.

Founding principles

First thought: I decided today that I’m going to teach my 8-year-old daughter the First Amendment. I think she’ll be a better, more informed citizen if she learns it. Second thought: Great speakers – eloquent and smart. They’re hammering home things we’ve all heard before, but it is reminding me that there is a system, a series of steps to write a good, solid, informing news article. Third thought: I really enjoyed John Seigenthaler (founder, First Amendment Center). I blew the last question. I really wanted that cup! Fourth thought is from speaker Charles Haynes (senior scholar, First Amendment Center): America is about principles and ideas, not a particular race or religion.

-- Rick Coca, California State University-Northridge, Daily News, Los Angeles

My worries are calmed

The day’s speakers really helped calm my worries about my internship and what is expected of me. I also learned that a lot of my peers have the same fear I do -- not being “good enough.” It was comforting to know that I wasn’t alone. Most reporters feel this way starting out. The best advice from speakers and coaches was to have faith in yourself. As Robbie Morganfield (director of the Diversity Institute) said, this internship is another chapter in our lives. The experience from it should be enjoyed.

-- Kimberlina Rocha, California State University-Fresno, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Road to experience

I enjoyed my scenic three-day trip north from Arizona to Bend, Ore., for my internship. This is not my first job away from home, but it includes first-time experiences for me. It is my first experience out of college. It is the first time in 20 years that I have lived where it snows. And it is the first time I have driven in snow. My careful navigation at the advice of veteran drivers is my source of safety. This also will guide me in my internship as I gather information to tell stories and share the people’s voices.

-- Benny Polacca, Arizona State University, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Embarking on something special

When I arrived at the hotel at 8 a.m. exhausted from a full day of work and an all-nighter, I was told that a room wouldn’t be ready for me until 2 p.m. As I sat in the dining area trying to figure out what to do for the next six hours – when all I really wanted to do was to sleep – (Scholars) Aman Mehrzai, Jeremiah Armenta and (program director) Karen Catone approached me. They heard my woeful tale and immediately offered their rooms so I could rest. Listening to the kind, familial advice given by John Quinn, (alum) Willie Allen and others later that evening made me realize that I’m about to embark on something special – full of hard work and small acts of kindness by those who will become lifelong friends.

-- Rick Coca, California State University-Northridge, Daily News, Los Angeles

A chance for renewal

In the presence of such accomplished journalists and colleagues, I am nervous. In the flurry of goodbyes and packing, I had somehow forgotten to worry about the most obvious part of the move: my job. I’m not sure that I can cut it, but it’s a little late to try to make up the missing work. Nevertheless, there was something I did know how to do. I could admire the cameras of the two other photographers -- tools that we share in our craft to tell stories. When Jeremiah Armenta pulled out his Powerbook, I instinctively hunkered down in the adjacent seat. Here was a personal project of his, the best kind of photos shot with all his skills and vision aimed toward loved ones. As he loaded up photos of his wife and newborn son, a surge of admiration coursed through my veins. The photo essays showed emotion, exuded intimacy and were framed in beautiful light. Here was the kind of work that speaks volumes. I’m always inspired by groups like these, a chance at an exchange of ideas and feedback that remind me of my own desire to go out and shoot. One thing that the orientation would be, I decided, was a chance to renew myself and enjoy what I do for work. I already am being drawn into the others, in this business of news and people.

-- Susanica Tam, University of Southern California, The Santa Fe New Mexican

Humbled, grateful, excited

As CQ orientation drew near, I found myself growing more skeptical over its feel-good ideals. This is good training, an internship and an opportunity to network – not a life-changing experience. When I walked into the hotel lobby, I recognized two other Chipsters. Within minutes, we were eating dinner together. Soon after meeting my hotel-suite mate, we were talking like old friends. Just one day into the program and there is a familiarity among most of us that I haven’t felt in years. Where did this built-in intimacy come from? Why are we so willing to make friends so quickly? I think it’s because we’re being treated so well. We’re being given an opportunity and all the tools to succeed. We’re all humbled and grateful and excited. And that’s making us act like children in the best of ways – being open and honest and willing.

-- Gina Ferrer, University of California-Santa Cruz, The Spokesman-Review, Spokane, Wash.

Off to a friendly start

The world shrank last night in the most unimaginable – but best possible – way. My cousin was in Jeremiah Armenta’s wedding. (Alum) Willie Allen said during his welcome that we are a family. I told Jeremiah that he and I are like cousins in more than one way now. Jeremiah told me that he skateboarded when he lived in Little Rock. My cousin, Oby, is a big skateboarder from Arkansas, so I thought I’d just ask if Jeremiah knew him. Did he ever. That made for a nice, friendly start for me in this network of journalists.

-- Adam Kealoha Causey, Louisiana State University, St. Louis Post-Dispatch

I'll sleep later

The alarm clock sounded at 9 a.m. my first morning in Washington. (I had arrived for orientation a day early.) For a moment, I rejoiced at the thought of exploring the beautiful architecture and rich history of our nation’s capital. Then I realized that I was suffering from jet lag and working on four hours of sleep. (Futurama was on.) So I sleepily reset the alarm clock to 8:15 a.m. And then 8:30 a.m. And 8:45 a.m. And 9 a.m. I finally set out for the Mall with a fellow Chipster at 11:45 a.m., and it was amazing. The Capitol! The Library of Congress! The Smithsonian (Judy Garland’s ruby slippers from the Wizard of Oz)! I can’t wait to dig into the Chips Quinn schedule and see more of D.C. I can sleep when I get home, right? Right?

-- Giselle Velazquez, San Francisco State University, Ventura County (Calif.) Star

Remembering the love, support

John Quinn said last night to remember to call home. He said to tell our parents and loved ones that we love them and that we are thankful for them. It is easy to forget where our success came from. We get consumed with so much opportunity that we forget where that opportunity stemmed. It could stem from a mother, a father, a wife or a significant other. For me, the seeming success of my young life stemmed from family nights. As long as I can remember, my parents told me to do what I wanted to do for work and to love my job. I will always love them for that. We cannot forget where we came from, and we always need to look back to remember who helped us and gave us opportunity.

-- Yvonne Pingue, San Jose State University, The Arizona Republic

Having impact

The people I met last night were put before my path. Each uniquely fitted to impact my life in a way not yet revealed to me. I saw something in me last night, in everyone I met. Willie Allen reminded me that the human heart is capable of melting a mountain. After hearing Mr. Quinn, I called my wife to tell her that I loved her. She was not home, but the message I left was gratifying and grand. Perhaps our hearts can melt the newsrooms that we will enter for such a higher cause. Perhaps we can make an impact like those before us and like those who will come after.

-- Aman Mehrzai, Ohlone College, The Oakland (Calif.) Tribune

Guided by the heart

I met John Quinn last night before dinner. “Stick around this business as long as I have and you can get a drink like this,” he said, taking a glass of wine from a staff member. In Quinn’s other hand was a wooden walking stick with a thinner piece of wood entwined around it like a snake on a branch. I noticed the heart on Quinn’s blue sweater resembled a graphic I had seen on the Chips Quinn Web site. The monogrammed sweater was a Christmas gift from his son, RB, Quinn said. The heart was his late wife’s trademark, included with her signature on letters to friends and loved ones. “She guides me,” Quinn said.

-- Andrew Tran, University of Texas, The Jackson (Tenn.) Sun

A place where I belong

The experience of being chosen a Chips Quinn Scholar was surreal to me until the first day of orientation. Meeting the other Scholars made me realize that I have found a niche, a place where I belong. So far, Chips Quinn has allowed me to find not only a network of professionals but potential friends and family.

-- Kimberlina Rocha, California State University-Fresno, The Bulletin, Bend, Ore.

Making connections

I found out how small this world really is. Last night Adam Causey, a fellow Chipster, and I started talking about his home, Louisiana. I soon found out that my best friend is his cousin. I couldn’t believe it when he said his name, Oby Berry. I told Adam that Oby was in my wedding and that he is one of the greatest guys I know. So you never know who you might meet.

-- Jeremiah Armenta, Arizona State University, The Arizona Republic

16 perspectives

(Vanessa Casavant talks with program founder John Quinn at the opening reception. Photo by Michelle Hedenskoog.)

Something I learned in sixth grade struck me last night as I was leaving the welcome dinner. If a bowl of fruit is placed in the middle of a table and everyone around the table is asked to draw a picture of the bowl, no two pictures look the same. It is a lesson about perspective. While surrounded by people of different backgrounds last night, it dawned on me that life is the bowl of fruit and none of us will draw it the same. All 16 of us are at the same point in our careers, but each of us has arrived at this moment in a different way. Some of us are leaving home for the first time, some of us are married and have children, and some of us fall in between. We're not just from a wide array of cultures, but of life experiences.

-- Vanessa Renee Casavant, City University of New York-Hunter College,

Peninsula Daily News, Port Angeles, Wash.

A gift

I feel like a child on Christmas Day. There are presents that I can open this weekend, but I have to wait for my turn. Just from dinner tonight I can tell that this experience is going to be unforgettable. I am ready to catch whatever is thrown at me this weekend. I am excited to be in the nation's capital for the first time, and I have to contain myself from yelling like a child! I did yell when Karen Catone called to say that I was accepted into the program. I cried, actually. I cried because there was a mistake in my resume, and I was positive that I never would be accepted as a Chips Quinn Scholar. I cried because the program saw something in me that most people don't. That one thing is a passion for journalism I couldn't curb if I wanted to. I think the program saw my inner child who has kept a journal for almost 20 years. It feels good to walk into a room full of people with experience, dedication, smiles and a willingness to help. I know we all have passions. We just happen to share the same one.

-- Isadora Vail-Castro, Texas State University-San Marcos, San Antonio Express-News

Start of something beautiful

(2002 alum Willie Allen welcomes the Spring class to the CQ family. Photo by Michelle Hedenskoog.)

I confidently introduced myself to my fellow Chipsters and members of the staff with whom I had been corresponding for the past few months. But then I began to come down a bit as we sat for dinner. The dip was brief because before I could allow it to settle, my insecurities were articulated, validated and eliminated at once. (St. Petersburg Times photographer) Willie Allen began speaking and shot confidence right into my spirit as he confessed a time when he asked himself, “Am I good enough?” And that’s all I needed. What I initially mistook as anxiety in Allen’s voice really was restraint from emotions he felt profoundly. Allen was looking at his family -- the Chipsters and Freedom Forum staff -- in much the same way I had looked at my family a month ago at my brother’s wedding. There, I cried for the first time since high school. In our respective observations, we were seeing the start of something beautiful that touched us. I admire his sensitivity. I thanked him for his words as if he had written them specifically for me.

-- David Lipscomb, University of Maryland, Press and Sun-Bulletin, Binghamton, N.Y.

A guardian angel

At every orientation, hearts overflow. Tonight at the opening dinner, mine stopped and then soared when I spotted the late and much-loved Loie Quinn’s trademark signature heart embroidered on John Quinn’s sweater – with the Chips Quinn Scholars pin secured in its circumference. Our guardian angel is with us still.

-- Mary Kay Blake, senior vice president, Freedom Forum

A strong motivator

I never realized the magnitude of the Chips Quin Scholars Program until I arrived at the Freedom Forum. Meeting fellow Chipsters, I felt at home because all the other Scholars have a passion for journalism with the same goal -- to convey news, truthful news. This type of environment is quite a strong motivator to follow my passion in journalism, and it fills me with hope that there are others like me who will make becoming great journalists their mission in life. It's an easy environment to adapt to and to make part of you. You have the will and passion in you, but perhaps being surrounded by others like you brings that out and makes it shine stronger.

-- Ana A. Ramirez, St. Mary's University, San Angelo (Texas) Standard-Times

Orientation opens

John Quinn opened orientation for the 26th class of Chips Quinn Scholars. The program, he said, “is not just a weekend seminar, … not just an internship, … not just a chance to learn and to travel and to see the world. It’s all of that but more. It’s a unique moment in a bold march toward diversity in newsrooms across the USA.” Spring Scholars also were welcomed by Willie Allen, photographer at the St. Petersburg Times and 2002 Scholar. Allen told the group that the Chips Quinn program provides interns with tools to be successful but that they bring to their work their hearts and minds. The 16 interns introduced themselves and talked about goals for their internships. Giselle Velazquez, a San Francisco State University graduate, said she hoped that her internship at the Ventura County (Calif.) Star would allow her to use her “passion for proper punctuation.”

-- Kate Kennedy, director, Freedom Forum

They're here!

Spring Scholars from the West Coast arrived in Washington, D.C., on Wednesday. What was one of the first things they did? Go salsa dancing! Six Scholars hit the dance floor Wednesday night at a D.C. club. I saw some of them bright and eager this morning at the hotel. They'll meet up with Scholars from five other states at tonight's opening dinner. John Quinn also has arrived and he awaits an exciting and inspiring next four days of learning.

-- Karen Catone, director, Chips Quinn Scholars

Welcome to the CQ blog!

Sixteen journalists of color arrive in Washington, D.C., tomorrow for a four-day Chips Quinn Scholars orientation. They'll learn more about journalism and newspapers. They'll meet CQ alums and veteran journalists. They'll do a little work. But most of all, they'll have a lot of fun. Read about their experiences here.

-- Kate Kennedy, director, Freedom Forum